I’m so hurt and sad and you dot even seem to care. When I say all of this to you.. “Ok” is not an acceptable answer. I don’t know what to do anymore. Prove it or I’m gone
I just feel everything going downhill. God help me, I’m so lost. I’m so far out. I just have a feeling that nothing can save me now. No one. I’ve tried so hard. Nothing works out. Nothing makes me happy enough. Nothing. I can’t do it. I give up. I give up
Wish I was Miranda lambert.
Wish I wasn’t this way.
Why the hell are you so nice to me. Stop, you’re making it worse when this is already hard for me
When you’ve been used. You become unwanted.. The value of your beauty goes down. There’s nothing to look forward to. No real love coming your way. Just left to be alone, seen as a joke or a whore. Just an In-between. On the side. On the down low. Fake. Lower than low. Just friends in the end. Tramp. A real relationship you can count on is out of reach.. In the past. Never again to be yours. I believed in love when I had it. But I honestly believe after two.. You run out of your fair share of prince charmings. It might be taken from you.. Or he might just walk out like he never loved you in the first place.. But either way. It’s gone, and it hurts. And it leaves you worthless. So here I am. That’s me. Worthless.. Love don’t live here anymore. But I’m getting used to being on my own. Something I’ve never thought I’d have to do.. But I am. Adventures start with you. Not freakin love. I don’t need it. And honestly im sick of looking. Sick of trying. I just dig a deeper hole for myself when it’s not even worth it. I’m done. Used. Left out to dry, alone.
Don’t know if this is worth it.. Sometimes youre just too much for me.. And I know what love is.. Not sure it’s you… I don’t know what to do;(
jojo i miss you
I wish I could see him. I was stupid and this isn’t even his fault. Just can’t wait for all this crap to blow over. I’m ready for something REAL.